Father says

Father says it is very rare that I can earn one's own living, this is mother's contribution. Father is like having apologetic meaning while saying this words. I comfort him, say his contribution is not little, have no me where he came. In fact I am very clear, it is father that teaches me how to conduct oneself, have provided the chance to go to school for me. It is paid that there are not four years when father put up with hardships, perhaps my life is another kind of difficult state. a￥'s father says that is what he should do, it's a pity he has no ability to let me continue studying. I say I have been already very satisfied, not every father can accomplish this. I have been thinking all the time the chance that father gave me study meant giving me the second life. Eyes are moist that a￥'s father has listened to me, perhaps he did not want to reveal the fragile side in front of me, have smiled and covered up immediately. I know father feels very gratified in the heart at this moment. a￥ 
Father lights a cigarette again, say, we seem not to always talk together well with a pregnant meaning. I have smiled, say that it is the same to discuss, hang on the mouth not so good as putting in the hearting. a￥'s father nods admitting. Father has chatted it with me for a long time that evening, discussed a lot of past events of his too. It is very difficult in all one's life for father, live in a lot of shade. Father was that a face feels ashamed and regretful even more while mentioning aunts, he says aunt is a good woman, will owe hers too much in lifetime. He says, the son must pay his father's debts, hopes I do not forget aunts at any time. a￥ I joke such a thing can only lean oneself against, I can not help him. Because what he owed is not debt, it is a feeling, I could not replace. Father has no language immediately. I say with a smile again since it is the younger generation, I will try the pastry best within the range of allowing of ability, moreover, aunt has still rescued my life. Father says that don't forget base while conducting oneself like this very well. a￥'s father has been longwinded for a long time, find out I am a bit impatient, just put on the slippers and go back to large room. Saw several of mine smiling again before he was leaving. Father leaves, I fasten and creep into the quilt and touch the pillow and sleep to the doorstep. a￥ 
The next day, father suddenly said when I left: "Son, if I am not mistaken, you have seemed to never call me. " Mother smiles at aside, I am her full son, whether call, she has talked and calculated. It is expectant in father's expression in one's eyes that I see a￥, can't help in the heart for a moment being miserable: Yes, he pays so many for me from small to large, but I have not really called he " dad " . This is not merely perverse, even unnatural. Then I say a little guiltily, it is the same that whether let, is not it better to put in the heart. Father says nothing, has wrinkled the brow gradually. I do not want to make him too disappointed, rise and blush and say: "Dad, in fact you have been the best all the time. " a￥'s father has smiled. Smiled very happily at that time, kindly, even is taking great satisfaction. He waves to me, say, go, so many things are waiting for you, go well all the way. a￥ 
My speech and deportment to father at that time was not placed on in the heart. But when I take in the taxi, I wonder why a kind of ominous premonition was attacked suddenly. a￥ 
It is hurt and wronged to pour out a stomach to me littly and bravely, say how to sleep not steady and sure in the cigarette pavilion, it would be better if I told him to be used to. A bunch of aeolian bells hang on the window lattice of a￥ to shake slightly, emits the melodized sound. I can't help praising small brave several sentences, saying he has ambience very much.Pet Shop,Frontline Tick,Frontline Cat,Flea Medication,Flea Remedies,china wholesale,Printer Parts Little to tell me bravely an aeolian bell is that the small sail was just hung. Then he afford to smile at while being broken while being a face with. a￥ I sigh first, say the moral degeneration of the world is getting worse day by day, what present students study in the school. Laugh bravely small, boast shamelessly to declare their school is the place of matchmakers. I ask him there is a lover, he smiles, say that must bring and let me see. I especially remind him when it is left bravely that a￥ is small, go to my home to have a look when It's nothing, if any situation told me at once. He assents it, has gone to the school hurriedly by bike